Dear God please help me, I know youre out there
What do I do now, no one knows no one cares
I didnt think I was capable of being so sad
D a m n it look what im doing im being so bad
I feel so worthless Im just waiting to die
I have nothing except all these tears I cry
Im almost there im almost gone
But im saved by quotes and songs
Im going down the wrong path, im not gonna make it
The pain and the torture, I cant f u c k i n g take it
These are the few last word I will write
This is my last day and my last night
So no more crying and no more shame
Itll be quick dont worry about pain
He never loved me and never will
Loves like a drug and hes my pill
I heard what I wanted to, to make me glad
But why? why look now im so sad
Wanting just one thing, thats all I asked
Its too late that chance has passed
Dont worry he wont miss me, he never cared
He probably wont even notice im not there
The truth is I love him, but hell never know
Now hell never see me again cuz its time to go
Heres my goodbye letter, read it and remember me
Realize you never knew me, but now you can see
I was just a f u c k e d up girl trying to apologize
Maybe when you read this youll understand all my lies
Goodbye my world, goodbye my lover
Look up at the stars and I will hover
Hover above you and help you through life
So you wont have to turn like me to a knife
One more goodbye baby its for you
Forget me, move on like I know youll do
