Trust Issues

With so much on my mind
i haven't had time to think things through,
your tearing me up inside
but i cant ever leave you.
i feel like I'm being pushed into
things i don't want right now,
I'm still young but i cant make you accept that
i don't know how.
You are older than me and have lived life
this is just the start of mine still,
i told you I'm not gonna leave you
but it seems you still think i will.
i cant take much more
its eating me up inside,
i cant stay and face you
but i wont run and hide.
The question is should i stay or go
Either way tears will form in my eyes,
Should I walk away from the one I love?
Or try to live with all the lies?