Too tired

I\\\'m too tired to live on
and I\\\'m so sick of everybody saying:
\\\" Hayley, just be strong!\\\"

how can they say that?
they dont know my life!
they don\\\'t know why i picked up that knife!

they don\\\'t know the pain that I\\\'m going through
they don\\\'t know how i blame you

so how can they tell me to be strong?
when they don\\\'t have a single clue
whats going on?

all i know is that I\\\'m too tired to live on, and i don\\\'t think that ill ever be strong...