Im sorry

Just want to say sorry for everything I have done
Thinking about you I cant believe I thought hurting you was fun
And when my mind wanders off to the day you leaned over for a kiss
I realize loving you is something that I miss
So here I am, late at night, trying to call you on my phone..
When I realize that youre not coming home
I wish we could go back to those days were I would be
looking at your beautiful brown eyes looking back at me
To those days where wed be in the house together
To those days I was sure what we had was forever
I dream of you everynight
And just want to hold you tight
Baby, im sorry I was messing around
Trying to look for something that was already found
Now I feel tears running down my cheek
So frustrated I cant even speak
See, im trying to mend my mistakes
Knowing I had so many chances that I didnt take
I wanted to be free
Have them and you with me
And I was so dumb to think that would work out
Now im so confused I want to shout
I know we cant be a couple like in the past
And I hate myself because its my fault we didnt last
So I just want to say sorry for not confessing
Just want to say sorry for everything
And when I realized the position ive put myself in
I say sorry...even though I realize I will never be forgiven
And when I remember the things I went through with you by my side
I need you to lean on and dont know how im going to make it with you gone

4 my brother and his girl.....