Gone and never coming back

Crying awake at night.
Thinking of her.
Thinking of how it's wrong she's gone.
Now crying because she can't come back.
But she has to come back.
She can't stay gone.
No one feels right without her.
She wants to come back.
But she's okay.
Because she can watch.
She truely is here.
Everyone knows it.
But everone wants her heart to beat.
Because it's not beating it's loving.
Everyone wants it to do both.
Now they have nothing to do.
Except to talk to her and wait.
Wait for a reply.
But they won't get it.
She can't reply..
She wants to.
But she can't.
So here it is,
I hug her in my mind,
Say I love you,
And leave.