Break down again

If only you saw the world through my eyes,
If only you felt the way I do,
If only you cared as much as I care,
You'd know what its like to be me too.

Being pushed down to the ground,
Being shoved back and forth because no one loves you,
Being told you can't make anything of yourself,
Is my life times two.

I keep to myself,
I let no one in and nothing out,
I am alone in this world,
Without a doubt.

All I have is my hope,
All I have is my little bit of dignity,
All I have is my courage to get away,
And that's all I'll have for an eternity.

I don't need your help,
I can't let you in,
I don't want your money,
For I might break down again.