Look In my eyes

They say that the eyes
Are the windows to the soul
So If you look in my eyes
You'll see that I'm cold
I'm happy Sometimes
But I'm stuck with this plight
Insanity?
Ill never win the fight
I'm in love
And hopefully It will get me through
But all the things I'm hearing
Bring me back to you
The way you hurt me
And ripped out my heart
The names that you called me?
I don't know where to start
But it hurt
And it still hurts every day
But maybe you'll hear
What i have to say
So Look into my eyes
And feel all my pain
Or ignore me forever
And hurt me again