Lost in a world not knowing what to expect
scared to find out
being forced to find out
lost in not knowing
here there
what should I do
what is there to say
does anyone understand
is this just me
today will soon be tomorrow
then the day I face my worst fears
my heart is darkened and confused
what will happen
is this all just a lie
a dream that will be forgotten
when I wake will I see the ones I care for
or an empty room of faces I don\'t know
will he bother
or will there be another excuse
I worry weather he will show
or if he will pull a disappearing act
maybe he\'ll call
won\'t they all forget
leaving me here alone
focus on others
when its time for me to suffer
bring me to my feet
give me strength
to fight my battles
on the day
I go to surgery
