Leave these things behind

I want to let it all go
let it all show
let my fear pain and rage flow

daddy don't you understand
the pain you have brought upon me
the anger and fear that flow inside me

taking over
eating me away
never leaving me alone

i try to close these things down
but shadows still invade through a crack
how do you not feel like you were wrong

i want to leave this all behind
push it in the back of my mind
let it all just go

i want to leave all these things
the things that haunt my sleep
the things that make the pain sink deep