Sometimes I\'d wish you\'d smile....
so I can see you again.
The real you behind that mask
that I miss so much.
You remember back when
we used to have so much fun
we\'d laugh
we\'d smile
we\'d be unstopable.
Now look at us...
we\'re broken and defeated on the ground
we dont try to get up
we\'re so bruised and bloody
we dont care
What has happened to us, dear?
Why did it have to be this way?
I thought we could make it this time
that\'d we\'d somehow survive.
How foolish are we...
to let ourselves down...
now we are apart..
You know I like him.
Im sorry to say, I do.
There is nothing left between me and you
please understand.....
we lost it long ago
what we had couldnt last
it was fueled by drugs and alcohol
and that common reason we shared
being able to understand....
the beatings,
the pain,
the neglected feeling...
but I think he is different
maybe I can leave that behind
and forget about the pain..
the beatings
the wounds....
I want to be healed...
I hope that isnt much to ask
You are healing, you know?
In rehab and soon to dawn a child
and gift of your very own.
with a newly found wife
who loves you, dont you see?
I am no longer needed for understanding
you have no need for me.
You are healed...
and now it is my turn
I hope this works out for me
I dont think I can
survive another breakdown
it hurts
the pain
and the memories of fate
I hope
I hope...
I can make it...
this time.
And heal my wounds...
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