I love you not

You continue to speak,
But yet fail to notice,
My mind has drifted off,
I can't hear the words spoken,

If only you knew,
That I don't love you,
I don't want to be by your side,
And continue living this lie,

I'm thinking of him,
The one you hate,
My heart still bleeds for him
Up till this day,

I can still feel his kisses upon my skin,
The sensual touch of his fingertips,
His warm breathing upon my ear,
Making all my worries disappear,

Neither your hugs nor kisses,
Can erase his presence,
For his love is written all over me,
Something you've refused to see.