All these thoughts in my head,make me wanna run off my bed,cuz i cant seem to get them out of my head.but what shall i do,i don't even want to be fed.all these decisions to make.i much rather want to be dead. how can i deal with all this pain i feel, the pain for it can never be healed. why did i trust him? i cant even see why i loved him.my heart is broken and badly bent it is temporarily in a discontent. i will never ever be able to trust again.
