The Butterflies Will Never End

Almost two years ago I met you
Didn’t think anything of it
But now you’re all I can think about.
We’ve had our ups and downs
But what’s the use in this secret relationship?
I can’t do this, I can’t do that
So why do I keep running back?
I just can’t get over you.
You lead me on, true feelings or not.
I wanna know, has it been real?
Oh how bad I wanna hear your voice,
But deep down I know its all false
And I keep running back to you, its my loss.
I hear “he’s not good enough”
But I don’t listen to their words.
I’ve tried my very best,
I just can’t get over you.
I brought you pain, and for this I’m sorry
I just can’t get over you.
This secret process of lust
I can’t seem to stop
Yet I get hurt over and over
And I start to bust.
The tears come freely and never end
Oh yes all we’ll ever be is just friends.
At times I miss your style and the way you talk
Then the fun is at its end and you start to walk
Out of my life you will be
Until that very day I see
Just what I have been missing.
And when we start kissing
I hold on to that very moment
Knowing just how sad I will be when it all ends.
I long for those late night calls
And those special moments we spend together.
The butterflies will never end.