Do I Love you
Or is it all in my head?
I try to forget but I can’t help
But to remember all the things that were said.
All tangled up in my emotions
What do I do?
I saw you for the first time
Since you were forbidden from my life
But I can’t keep the tears back
They flow helplessly down my cold cheek
I just want you back
Back in my arms to hold
Hold on to Love
To all that was true
Why does my world seem so blue?
You’re missing and my hearts torn
I can’t seem to get you out of my head.
Your stories and your act
Your kisses and the memories
The thoughts come and go but they never get old.
I Love the way you made me laugh
And made my day shine with that one phone call.
Your voice blares on a message
Played over and over again.
It repeats in my ear
As if you were standing right here
Caressing my body in yours
What a pair
But all I feel is the empty air.
Do I need you?
Or am I going crazy?
Is it an obsession?
Or is it my first Love?
I am reminded of you everyday
So how can I turn away?
I do not know why I cry
Because Baby there’s such a big blur
It’s been too long
And you have moved on
Why can’t I just accept it?
Dear lord give me an answer
To these rhetorical questions I ask.
I need guidance, this cannot last forever
Or could it…
Do I really Love you?
