Almost At The Edge*

I'm about to give up,
All i wanted was for you
To love me,
But that was too much
Your my dad,
you'll never love me.

Almost at the edge
About to be pushed over
Having all these feelings
Just wanting everything
To start again and over.

So I'll do this
One more time.
It makes me feel more real
Makes me feel that you are mine.

Slide the blade
Across my skin,
Waiting for the feeling
Of emptiness to vanish within.

Then, theres that one guy
You think will love you
till the end.
But then he turns around
And goes for your
Best Friend.

You said you'd never
Do it again
But he made you do it.
All these long sleeves
And Fake smiles,
You think that people
Would see through it.

But they don't,
And that will never change.
It leaves you
With the feeling of being alone
And feeling so strange.

So now I'm gone,
I fell over the edge.
Now all i want,
Is for you to take that pledge.
Promise to never lie,
Or to never make her cry.

I have you to thank,
For my faded youth.
Maybe now all you will try,
Is to just once
Try to tell the Truth.