Angels Bad Day Poem

My girl, my love, my one,
My pain, my hell, death and I'm not done,
Your love feels like a 12 inch knife,
Slowly and painfully taking my life,

I've hurt you you've hurt me too,
Of this there is nothing to do,
The best thing is to let me go,
Its Cookie you want, this i no,

Forever i wanted you to be mine,
But i guess for us its the end of time,
Tears have fallen for me and for you,
I thought it was coz our love was true,

I don't want to say goodbye,
The pain hurts so much i want to die,
You should leave me to be with him,
Its the way it should have been,

Your lies are like bolts of lightning,
That leave me there breathless and dying,
My hearts still yours as yours WAS mine,
If you leave me things will be fine ( for you )

Together you and i belonged,
It felt so good how was i wrong,
I still recall the nights together,
There nights that will be forever,

You are the only thing that got me by,
Those words just said are no lie,
Cookie i no will make you happy,
And I'm sure he'll be a great daddy,

I never thought that we would part,
Though i never showed it from the start,
My love was only there with you,
But you love another and there's nothing i can do,

The fire in my heart is out of control,
It's burned it down, soul and all,
I might as well be dead,
Your the only thing but that in my head,

As tears roll and stream down my face,
I no there is no other place,
After death i mean by this.
I have one last dying wish,

That cookie treats you right,
and that yous only have those healthy fights,
Just no i did and do love you,
But i no you no what you have to do,

So leave me now to be with him,
Don't worry this is no sin,
Feelings can not be controlled,
Its been like this since days of old,

So I'm giving up myself,
My love ends with you and no one else,
So this is it I'll say goodbye,
Your my last love before i die,

Whoever the next guy maybe,
He really is quite lucky,
So maybe in another life,
If you need a husband and i need a wife,

the pictures clear so i hope you see,
that one day again it can be you and me.

I wrote this when i found out she lied to me...