She wants to die

She wants to die
But all she does is lie
To her friends
Saying she's fine when she is really breaking down inside
Everyone believes nothing is wrong
When absolutly nothing is right
But day by day
She stays the same
Wishing she wasn't here
Wishing she was someone else
Who isn't surronded by a world of fears
She sheds so many tears that it breaks her apart
Throwing darts with her eyes at everyone that have better lives than she will ever have
Then finally when she is about to make her wish come true
She realizes she doesn't want to die
She wants ll the pain to disapear