Crying

My wrists are crying, dark, crimson tears
they're shedding their sadness, they're shedding their fears.
Cant you see, they're not shedding a smile?
last time they did that, damn its been a while.
Now look at my eyes, they're starting to flood
don't you notice that they are full of blood?
Right down my arms, right now my cheeks
neither one has felt this good in plenty of weeks.
I'm not feeling whole, i actually feel weak
my body's going numb, I'm starting to speak.
Crying that its over, that I'm finally free
if only you could notice, if only you could see.
This is what I've wanted, for the longest time
thank goodness its here, I'm leaving this hell behind.