Family Vs boyfriend

Family

Family, were to start on one of the most mixed up things in life

Your were suppose to be there for me waiting by my side till I had work out all the pain I had in side.

After all that had happened all in one day you cum up to me the both of you a sister that I thought I could trust a mother that was suppose to understand why I wonted to be alone.

You say I should take your feelings into account both of you, you say you are both hurt as well by this betrayal.

But how can I take or even think of yours when my feelings are split. Broken, in so many peaces all over my mind but still you stand there having a go after all this shit I have astutely no were to go.

You make me so mad now I just wont to scream you called me to your room at 1 in the morning to have another go but I did not give you chance out of the range you cursed me to feel I told you my feeling of you I held in side.

It got so bad here I forgot the reason it all started but of course you remind me every time a said his name.

You wonted to kick me out get rid of your child that could stand up for her self, that went no were

Now here I tell you how bad it made me feel...
I had to get a pain killer for some in or other but as I look at the pack of 12 I say to my self how easy how simple how painless it would be I have no home life every thing and every one I loved left me in the cold with a broken heart and no love when I needed it the most

But hears the twist it was not the thought of family the reason I am still here it was the thought of the one that broke me that kept my heart beating that night he may of hurt me but he was still there after, when my own mother and sister cared more for them than what they were doing to me.

It was my family that pushed me to the edge not my on going boyfriend he just provided the match to some in that was inevitable
I will never trust my sister with any word a say nor my mother I will never go to her again when I am in pain.

This is my life what happened in the space of one week my life almost at end because of my family not the first hurdle that fell on me my heart beats now because of my boy he hurt me yes but he saved my life at the same time

Thank you

Please tell me what you think i will return the favor thanks