My goodbye

To the ones I leave behind, please dont shed a tear.
It is no ones fault im gone, of death I had no fear.

It was time for me to go, I understand I will be grieved.
Just know that in a way im a little bit relieved.

There was too much here I couldnt hold.
Believe me I tried, I just never told.

I adore you all, and love you in different ways.
You've shown me love that never fails, always pays.

The ones that think I hate them, you never were despised.
Although I was upset at you, you kept me mesmerized.

Remember all the good times and keep me in your heart.
I will be with you always so please don't fall apart.

I am sorry I had to leave, it wasn't my first choice.
God needs me now in heaven, he needs me to rejoice.