Dreaming memories

I close my eyes and fall asleep
To wake in a pool of tears
I feel like I am living in
These things called nightmares

These dreams I have are so real
And they kill me inside
To know that I am no longer wanted
I have just been denied

They say I am a kid
And no one will ever care
It tells me I am all alone
Itâ??s so much I can not bare

I know itâ??s over now
And thereâ??s nothing left of me
I know you would be happier
If I just let you free

Itâ??s like where in a cave
So dark and so cold
I will love you forever
And long for your hold

A kiss goodbye
To know that itâ??s gone
As a momma deer
Leaving its fawn

I will no longer call
Or look in your eyes
Youâ??re free to be baby!
Here are my goodbyes!