Im scared

by BeautifulEyez142   Jul 29, 2006


Today I'm scared to tell you I cant take it no more
I feel like Dirty sins is all I'm for
I love you alot but i cant stay with you
You don't know I have been thinking about it not even a clue

Every one says I did the right thing by keeping my innocents
But my dreams keep replaying them sweet moments
My head is clouding up
As my eyes tear up and smear my make up

To night I'm scared to tell you i still love you
My heart dropped and shattered as my eyes filled with tears of blue
Today you called me and said you liked her
You said it like you didn't care

Like we never kissed
Like none of our memories together are missed
Like our eyes
Had never glanced nor met

I'm scared to tell you it hurt me inside
I felt like if it was our finally good-byez
My eyes teared up as i tried not to let you hear me cry
You asked what was that sniffle for and i lied

I wanted so bad to tell you but some thing caught my tongue
You and your Friends in the back ground of the phone sounded like you were having fun
So you told me you would call me back
But i don't think you will I feel to bad

I'm scared to tell you I was wrong to leave you
I should have just told you and talked it threw
Maybe we would have still been together today
Then you wouldn't be looking her way

I don't want to tell you
But then i really do
I want you to call me yours again
I don't want to just be friends

I'm scared to tell you your perfect with her
I'm going to tell you tonight i want us to get back together
I want you to know
I'm just waiting on your call now....

I'm trying to get my strength together
But i don't think i will wing going against her
But take a chance on me
I just want one more chance

I'm scared to hear what you will tell me
I don't know what you will do nor what the answer will be
I'm praying hard for this
I just want one more kiss

I'm scared......

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  • 17 years ago

    by Thomas

    Shouldn't put your sself down in future this is really good...
    worth ever inch of the 5 stars :)

  • 17 years ago

    by ~Melanie~

    Excellent! I loved every line!

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