Wishing on Airplanes

Airplane shining o so bright
First airplane i spot tonight
I wish upon your blinking light
While you continue on your flight

From desperation i decend
My only wish. To cut again.
4 months ago i put it to an end
My skin and scars start to blend

To just go back to times i lied
To all the many times i've cried
And to the time i almost died
Had i made an attempt at suicide

Now i'm sitting here, alive
Living, breathing, just to strive
Trying not to take a dive
Angst like many stabbing knives

Most people, watch the passing cars
Living in dreams, wishing on stars
But i watch from a world afar
Wishing on airplanes, living in scars