It all fell apart

I dont know how it happened..
i dont know why..
you are no longer in my life..
things will change
and time will eventually heal
but nothing matters now because i thought it was real
i have realized now
that there will never be an us
dont worry i wont fuss
its ok i will be fine
i say
but if you really knew me
and thought you loved me
baby..i wont be a thing with out you
you say its all your fault
but there is no such thing
i feel like its all mine
im sorry to say i wont be fine
i will fake my happiness like i use to do
but that was before i fell in love with you
i dont understand..
things were so great..
now it all fell apart

sorry..its so hard for me to right..the only guy that i have even been truly in love with..is..well we are no longer \"us\" these are y thought not poems..i do not write poems i write thoughts..im sorry this sucks so bad..