I've been running for so long,
The truth has been catching up.
This seems like the hardest thing to do,
And I don't think I can do it anymore.
But to be honest,
I don't want to leave this place.
I'm afraid that if I do,
I'll forget everything that I'm trying to remember.
I'm afraid that the memories will slip
Farther away as time goes on.
And soon I will have nothing.
The last time I left,
Regret filled my head, my thoughts.
Regret was what I breathed for one year.
I let so many opportunities behind,
There were so many chances
And to this day, I still can't believe I gave them up.
I gave up a chance
To meet people who I think
Could've changed my life.
And now, as I stand here,
I have the same opportunity in front of me,
And I don't want to lose it.
But I don't know what to do.
The only thing that keeps me going,
The only thing that gives me hope,
Is that I will return to this place someday,
And that's all that I live for.
And even if that never happens,
I promise myself, I will never forget.
I still have the pictures,
the feelings that you gave me.
And I won't give them away for anything.
