Reparations

I hope you
choke
for every
"you're beautiful," or
"i love you"
that escaped lying lips.

I hope you
falter
over corpses of memories;
stumble
into terrifying encounters
with guilt and regret.

I hope you
love..
because You've never loved before.

I hope you
trust;
enough to break your corroded little heart.

I hope you
are left
shattered
broken
irreparably Torn.