Beautiful & so forgotten
Speaking was the first mistake I made
You let me fall when I tripped on your stars
Pardon me, would you mind?
I need to revamp my [happily.ever.after.]
You're on the road to better things
While I'm on a derailed train to nowhere
Stranger, could you spare some time?
I've got an idea that's gone out of style
We can dwell on [what.could.have.been.]
As we count the times we've hurt everything we loved
You were just the best
I hate this song you made me sing
I was never any good at lying
im.sorry. never cuts it anymore
When happiness comes in little pills
I can't wait to get an overdose
You're all that's left
You slip away to bliss
And I've lost you all over again
Leave behind a trace of your abounding warmth
I need something to smother me to sleep
Match me up to mirrors to see if I fit
This is what [almost.broken.] looks like
Pices of [what.if.] fall like heavy hearts
Leaving bruises on my lips
Laugh at me & rub it in
Let me spread this flame you've given me
You've already doused the field in kerosene
You ask me to stay & watch this catastrophy
Move the silence for a moment
I've got better things to do
I hate this prayer you made me say
I was never any good at lying
im.sorry. never cuts it anymore
When happiness comes in poison vials
I can't wait to get an overdose
Nothing is left
I slip away to doss
And I've lost you all over again
Scratch out all my [empathy.and.sympathy.]
[honest.apathy.] is all that matters anymore
[i.give.up.]
