Confused

Not sure what to think
My whole body is confused
my pulse is doing circles
in a heart that is slightly bruised

My eyes sting
and my lips are chapped
my heart is swollen
to this world of gaps

SO much has been said
but feels like not enough
what is it that I'm feeling
or is it what i fear thats making this so rough

I wish I could tell him
just how much he means to me
but something doesn't feel right
and I'm afraid that he will flee

All I need is alittle comfort
and a warm hand to protect my heart
I'm so afraid
what will come of me if we depart.