I Need Thicker Walls to Guard Me

Why'd you have to and play that horrible joke?
Just thinking out it makes me start to choke

But i suppose i have no one to blame
Considering Nicole and I tried to do the same

We set you up so that you'd fall back down
But it was me who fell hard and without a sound

I know you said you were "joking" but what you said hurt
Maybe next time I'll look out and be more alert

Cause then I won't get hurt and feel betrayed
But I set myself up and now the cost I have paid

Now I'm sad and alone in this world of lies
And my heart is shrinking considerably in sixe

It's losing kindness and growing cold
Cause I'm tired of getting hurt, it's getting real old

I'm putting up the walls and closing the door.
No one will find the key to my heart anymore...