So who am i??

Shes an artist of sorts
with her brushes and paints
but she doesn't use canvas
its opinions she taints

around certain "friends"
she paints on a grin
so she can be popular
so she can fit in

with other friends
she loud and obscene
its the aim of the game
to be rowdy and mean

close to her family
shes quiet and shy
they hardly take notice
if she is nearby

when shes with the guys
shes a tease and a flirt
she gives and she gives
ignoring the hurt

the people nearby her
they hope and they pray
that they could be popular
like her one day

but when shes alone
she breaks down and cries
for there is no answer
when she asks, "Who am i??"