You have left me

You Have Left Me

I closed my eyes... so I did not see the knife that pierced my heart though and though...
I held you close...only to be pushed away...you left me nothing but my pain...

There were three words you wanted to say... and now you won't...
Alone you walk... trusting no one... never getting to close...
To those who love you...

I imagine you right next to me... I reach out to you... only to have u fad from me...
You are some thing that I can... never hold... never touch... never feel my love returned... I am only tormented...by your memory...
Tormented by the memories that I so desperately love and adore...
I will never forget the memories you have given me...
With such...
Tender loving care and compaction...
You are lost to me ... but never forgotten...
To me you are timeless...

Your image haunts my dreams...flowing though them...
As a goddess of perfection and beauty...
Clawing at my heart...
Tearing it from me...

Your beauty ... melts the stone around my heart...
Your eyes burn them selves into my sole...
You leave me...
With out protection...
Against the pain of this world...

My pain...
is my strength...
it never leaves...
It is my constant...
It protects and feeds...
It defines...
Who I am and what i do...
And never again...
Will I forsake it...

You have left me...
In...
Darkness and confusion...
You left me...
With my...
Dreams shattered...
hopes crushed...
You left me...
With my...
...heartbroken...
This is how...
...you have left me...
G.A.
this was for my first love.. .. .. after she left me please let me know what you think ..