These words came from the heart

The words pour onto the paper,
and my tears fill the page,
I think about it day and night,
my heart fills with rage,
I don't think I'm supposed to care about you,
but you don't realize that I do,
I think about you all the time,
but I don't think I mean a single thing to you,
what we were was so long ago,
I'm sure that you've forgotten,
and expect me to have already let go,
I found myself with other people,
wishing they were you,
I don't think you realize,
I still care for you, I really do,
but the thought that I mean nothing,
keeps coming to my mind,
I wish that I could tell you,
but there's a fear I have inside....
You see, since that time so long ago,
my hearts been broken,
and in that breaking moment,
I realized I hadn't let you go..
So with my broken heart,
I slowly fixed it up,
I fell for you once more,
but you didn't pick me up,
I haven't found the courage to tell you how I feel,
I just hope that one day you see,
and that you haven't let go of me....