Hate to Love

I feel a ripping in my soul,
it's thanks to you, who made me whole.
You left me here in a world full of pain,
all alone with nothing to gain.
So now I drown in torturing misery.
I can't believe I thought you cared for me.
All those lies that I thought were so true.
I even wasted my first kiss on you,
but thats alright, I'd do it again,
and if I could go back we'd have more time to spend,
because next time I wouldn't mess up so bad,
and maybe the ending wouldn't turn out so sad.
I want to say "I love you" but I wouldn't dare,
Since I'd probably just end up crying because I know you don't care.
I'm sorry, I can't help it, I just have to love you,
because every time I sit and think, you're where my thoughts lead me to.
So as I lay here all alone,
and note all the pain that I've felt since you're gone.
I try so hard to fight the urge to cry,
but fighting's just so hard, I can feel tears in my eyes,
but please don't worry, I'll be okay.
I've gotten used to this, I cry everyday.
As I sit here mourning the things I write,
I'm thinking of you Babe and how I love you,
goodnight.