What was there is now gone

Remember all those days we shared
having fun
with no false dispare
smiling and laughing
while that whole time we would never know
that a few months later you would have to go
then there we would be
no more laughs
no more smiling
only nightmares
and the cries of family in the air
sisters and parents all gather round to see the dead man that had once roamed around
they remember the life you once brought to us all
now whats left nothing but death
the time has been stolen and it seems life is so untainted
but now your nothing but an empty lifeless shell
wishing and hoping you would return to be the same great brother you would always be
its so amazing how lifes so unfair
it will rape you of what you got and leave you dry
now all I can do is except what is and pretend that you are there laughing and smiling like you always do
with no dispare
only love and caring in the air..