I Shall Not Say

Since I was a child,
I have been buoyant,
And yet I was beguiled,
My mind was absent...

Until I started to work things out,
Using my mind to peel the thick layer,
Away from its hideout,
I find an answer..

An answer to the bloodshed,
An answer to the meaning of life,
My brain baffled inside my head,
The reason why I'll never be a good wife...

Yet I still do not know this world,
With a many hidden secret,
I will soon unfurl,
I shall provide a deadly riot..

This world will know the truth when I die,
For my soul shall remain,
For all to see and all to hear,
They will know what goes on in my brain.