Her reality dream

Tears fall down her pretty face,
blood runs down her soft arm,
they all looked at this girl in disgrace,
when they found out she self-harms,

she told them it was a 1 off thing,
cause it all just got too much,
but she was just lying,
everyday the blade does touch,

the pain that rises inside of her,
breaks free in the dark of night,
truth be told about this girl,
she doesnt want to loose her life,

she\'s just scared and all alone,
in this hell that we call earth,
she has had it hard her whole life,
starting from her birth,

but as she will she lives on,
for her dreams they are her life,
her friends not there beside her now,
as she stuggles to live throught the night,

sitting on her bed screaming at herself,
she see\'s her reflection in the mirror,
she walk towards it with hate in her eyes,
soon after the mirror does shatter,

she broke the mirror with her fist,
still screaming n crying with anger,
blood everywhere she thinks she is useless,
her sweet smile is no longer there,

her parents think she\'s a failure,
but she is used to this now,
it no longer come as a surprise,
dealing with it the only way she knows how

all the pieces are there,
but it just doesnt fit,
she deals with everything,
and all of life\'s shit,

seems like a nightmare,
thats turned into reality,
trying to stay calm,
and keepng her sanity,

peacefull but hectic,
is how her life is seen,
this is her life,
her realty dream.