Forever His

I used to never act like this.
It started after I became his.
we were in love and I fell hard,
but now that he's gone my heart is scarred.
now the thing I feel most is my biggest fear,
and I sit all alone, wishing he was near.
now I act like I never thought I would.
I want to forget my love but I don't think I could.
he was everything I needed and all I wanted,
we should have stayed together but we lost it,
and now all I am is a living corpse,
feeling nothing inside but pain and remorse.
I wish you could love me as much as you used to say,
and I wish we could still be together today,
but since you don't love me and we're not together,
I guess I'll just sit here, broken-hearted,
forever