Red Rain

As the knife cuts through my skin,
I forget of inside pain,
My arm drips so much blood,
It looks like thick red rain,

I forget of all my problems,
The girl I thought I loved,
The car I spent my life with,
And all the undone drugs,

There is only one true feeling,
That I longed for and now receive,
The pain of slowly dying,
As I watch myself profusely bleed,

My vision blurs of red,
My body hits the floor,
I hear some screams and cries,
As I also hear the door,

I hear people running,
My heart beat slowing down,
The ambulance speeding along,
Throughout this little town,

Then a thought pops in my head,
Of just one single girl,
A girl that makes my life much better,
A girl who is my world,

When I slowly awake in a room,
That’s white and very neat,
The girl is right beside me,
Praying that I breathe,

So happy I’m alive,
Relieved that I’m not dead,
The girl that kept me from dying,
Just by being in my head.