SOMETIMES I WISH

Sometimes I wish I was locked away in a small room
barely room to breath
to see
to think

Sometimes I wish I couldn'tbreathe
that I was not a walking thing on this live earth
that I couldn't feel all that I feel
the pain
the grieve
the insanity

Sometimes I wish I couldn't cry
then people couldn't see the pain I feel run down out of my eyes
the way my heart aches
when I see their face
I run away

Sometimes I wish that my eyes didn't ache from all the night that I cried
all the night that I've suffered, and lied
all alone, with no one to hold
no one who cared

sometimes I wish I didn't have no one to cry for
no reason to cry
no reason to have aching eyes
no reason to be depressed
and distressed

but thats just sometimes
and sometimes you don't always get what you want
but sometimes I wish I could have what I don't have