I withdraw

You all miscontrued my smiles,
there not real its all an act,
don\'t assume im fine,
if you dont know all the facts,

Its so surreal sometimes,
when myself i seclude,
i cant to what you told me to,
\"them\" i cant include,

Hate penetrating through me,
diminishing my happiness,
the sorrow in my tears,
is concealed but my masked appearence,

Entranced in my minds thoughts,
absent from reality,
surpressed memories returning back to me,
remembering those horrible tragities,

I live this nightmare,
over and over again,
living in despair,
living in shame,

forget about being happy,
i\'ve lost all hope, its gone,
im not me anymore,
i withdraw