Out of Sorrow and Into life

My lust for life exceeds me,
My state is of anxiety...
I wield the sword that holds my soul
Yet, I'm soon to lose control.

My experiments have gone up in flames
My sweaty palms tighten my esteems reigns.

My aim is not to die,
Too soon,
But to live for love
To fight for life
And hope to god that I'll reach the heavens above.

This will be work,
This I know,
But my results will surely show...
They will show how I can persevere
Even if it costs my last drop of blood,
My last tear!

I believe I can survive,
Even if it's for the wrong motives,
I will come out stronger than ever,
I will come out alive.

In time my lust will fade,
In time my life will be fulfilled
And in time I will be out of the shade
And into the light.