Lost in Words, Just Needed To Express

This is the beginning, nothing more to say
It's the beginning of another gray day
So I close my eyes and enter through the doors,
Kiss the last of my happiness goodbye,
Because these doors are the difference between dark and light

No one thinks of it this way,
But then again, no one has lived life til this day,
Different. One simple word
Which broke me apart from people I adored

Life never gets easier, thats what I've heard
If that is so, I better run home,
Run home and into my room,
Because life is my doom

I've lived life the easy and hard way,
The easy way when I was little,
But the hard way when I was grown,
Little is a great thing to be,
Only have to worry about me and me!
But When grown things get harder,
Worrying about one another,
We start to lose each other

Emotional pain rushing through,
words that were never suppose to leave you,
Words that should have never hurt,
But it was too late, metal and emotional pain,
Pain, dear person, which you happened to cause,

But I guess there is Joy among all this,
I'm practically an adult and haven't done any harm,
My family is proud even if I don't hear it enough,
Depression isn't as bad as it use to be,
And life is better than before,
But your words still ring my ears,
And i hear them, loud and clear,

"Dear Katherine, I'm your father,
The one that just doesn't bother,
I love you but I don't have time for you,
I have better things to do."

You might have not said it, this way,
But when you said you\'re on your way,
And never even bothered to come,
Those are the words I'm hearing from!