This is it.
This is just what I needed
the fresh wounds to set off the inspiration
should I thank you?
or hate you?
Well, here I am again
trying to hold on
trying to find something worth the fight
exactly where I'd started out
I thought you were it
oh, how childish I've been
feelings are such a hassle.
What a relief to be numb
the inspiration still comes freely
not like before
I can't enjoy it anymore
I just can't keep thanking you
thanking you for hurting me
No more, okay?
just no more of this
I can't stand it
I can't stand you
or myself lately
This is it.
This is just what I needed
I needed the pain
to realize just how much
how much I don't need you.
Oh, god. This is it.
