I cant do it anymore,
i cant hide my pain,
it has gone way in the past,
but this time it is here to saty,
i cant just smile and pretend everythig is okay,
because its not,
and it hasnt been for a while,
i cant help feeling sad,
i cant help feeling mad,
i just want to be happy like i used to be,
but there's no going back,
i am no longer me,
i have changed in a way,
i am not sure i like,
i cant be happy and thats not right,
i cant hide the pain,
i cant hide the hurt,
just because someone is smiling it doesnt mean there happy,
and the more you try to be happy the more you feel sad.
