Him

Im sitting alone
thinking of you

it takes me awhile to notice
the tears beginning to fall

they'e falling all around me
&& as hard as i try, i cant stop them

my mouth is filling with salt
i gasped for air, choking in my tears

i begin to scream, wanting that air
that air i had once screamed i wanted to leave

i was screaming to back what id said
about wanting it all to end

cause i dont now, because of him
everything was better because of him

the more i thought of him
the worse the tears became

that i may never see him
talk to him, hold him

i closed my eyes
&& prayed

n wen they opened
there he is, wiping my tears

&& the screaming stops, the tears stops
when i gasp for air, its easy

everything easy because of him
because i think i lov him