Your Burden

I promise I am not okay
I am broken up inside
I can not live another day
It would be better if I died

I know I would not be missed
You would not even care
Because it is like I do not exist
You would not shed a single tear

I am not okay and this I swear
The crimson blood says it all
This emptiness I can no longer bare
I shall answer death’s call

In a pool of my own blood
With a smile on my face
You will throw me in the mud
To you I was such a disgrace

All I wanted was your love
I needed to fill this empty void
It was your love I was deprived of
This was why I was destroyed

I did not even say my good-byes
But you will be all right
I can see the happiness in your eyes
Daddy, I know you will sleep well tonight