Or dont you just care?

Why?

I just can't understand.

Sometimes;

You give me all your love,
You show me that you care.
You say, I'm what you need,
Like the air you breath.
I'm always in your heart,
You will never let me go.
I'm so special for you.
I'm your best friend-
We are soul mates.

Sometimes;

You make me cry and
Feel pain inside.
You know I'm weak,
You know my all my fears.
But you are using those
Against me.
You know what I scared.
That; You dont care.

And you dont care.

I have forgave that to you,
Too many times.
Even I don't know why?
Maybe I'm too kind,
And leaved all those behind.
I clean my memory,
Forget my pain.
Let you do that,
Again and again.

Please..
Dont give anything for me,
If you just thinking to take that away from me
As soon I have used to that.
Dont give me your love,
Dont say you care.
Dont say you need me,
You are my best friend.
Dont say,
I'm your rose,
Nour el ain,
all those.

Cant you see?
That is killing me.
Cant you see?
You are hurting me?

Or dont you just care?