Uncertainty grips my life as i fell so lost again,
why have i come on earth? what do i have to make?
everyday passes away taking with it a piece of the hope,
this monotonous life of mine so not life it already seems,
you dream so high so much when you are young,
its all washed away by time's tide and dust of yesterday,
thick as i fell tied down with a thin thread of life,
nausea and heaviness prevails on me all the time,
do i still come to be human or have i become an animal,
nothing really effects me but nothing in this world,
i fell no happiness sometimes as i fell no sorrow,
its always a feeling of nothing which has a dead end,
yet to unfold a new path yet to make a new statement,
looking out of the window nothing seems pleasant to me,
depressing as my fate becomes sad is what i do write,
how i have seen fiends fight how i have seen people change,
i am tired of the cheap plans and guilty mind of the weak,
evil takes over me i feel only a crushing feeling,
how delightful it would be if i could crush this world,
crush this moon, crush the stars, crush people , a young heart,
crush the hopes, desires, crush sentiment and make pyres,
a land full of people's mind and thoughts their emotions and feelings,
cause they not know how wrong they use it,
they not know how they don't deserve it,
don't want to rule or take world power,
just want to kill the lover's fake heart.
