Pain that I feel!!

IF i DiE iN MUH SLEEP, MAY i REST iN PEACE, TELL MUH FRiENDS SORRY N THAT THERE WUZ NOT STOPPiN ME.. EVERYDAY OF MY LiFE i WOULD JUST SiT AND BLEED, NOT A DAY PASSED BY WiTHOUT ME ASKiN GOD WHY, WHY ALL THE DRAMA? WHY ALL THE STRESS? WHY ALL THE HATE? WHY ALL THE MESS?! PUTTiN ME ON THiS EARTH iS UR ONLY MiSTAKE, BECAUSE iM SUCH A TERRiBLE DiSGRACE TO THE WHOLE ENTiRE HUMAN RACE.. i SHOULD OF DiED THE DAY i WUZ BORN.. i SUFFERED FROM DAY ONE FEELiNG ALL KiNDS OF PAiN.. iNSTEAD i HAD TO LiVE LiFE AND SUFFER EVEN MORE..