This is a story about me .. some 1 who loved her so ..
It \'s about a broken heart .. one that can \'t let go ..
Read the story then say what u wanna .. say that am pathetic ..
When u go through the same thing .. tell me then who \'s the lunatic ..
How much I love her .. I can never tell ..
I love her sooo much .. it hurts like hell ..
Coz .. all the feelings she has .. is 4 some else ..
It hurts even more .. coz I can never be the 1 4 her ..
Some1 else giving her what she needs .. some1 else making her happy ..
How do u think I feel ? .. coz I love her with everything that \'s me ..
The funny part is .. am the 1 who gave her away 2 some1 else ..
I \'ve never been hurt like this n I never felt so much pain n guilt ..
I cant let her go .. coz she\'s my life .. she \'s my everything ..
I can \'t see myself without her .. without her am nothing ..
Everyday is as the same as the others .. it \'s all pain ..
I try 2 get along with things pretending am all sane ..
I \'d lie if I say that my heart isn 't torn up inside ..
I \'d lie if I say that it \'s not melt down & that am holding tight ..
In everything that \'s me .. coz it \'s not true ..
I feel that am losing my head n all that \'s left are few ..
Just tell me one thing I can do .. coz am losing control ..
Am breaking inside & there \'s nothing left at all ..
What \'s ironic .. is that she loves me too ..
But doesn 't feel 4 me .. what can I do ?
She brightness up my day with just 1 phone call ..
Waking me up in the morning .. walking down the hall ..
I realize that I can \'t let her go .. coz she \'s my life ..
She \'s my beating heart .. am holding on with a strife ..
I can never be with her .. I can never tell her I want her ..
I \'ve become a loser.. I\'ve become a mourner ..
I can \'t live without her .. I can \'t get along with her ..
He became the subject of everything .. & it \'s killing me ..
I pretend that am interested & listen 2 whatever could be ..
It \'s not me whom she says to \"hey baby I miss u\" ..
Its not me whom she kisses & makes \"umm\" to ..
Yeah .. am jealous .. I can \'t keep hearing their conversations ..
He has what I wanted years ago .. he gives her my sensations ..
It tears me up inside just imagining that they \'re together ..
But I replace that image with hers smiling & laughing ..
Coz all I want is for her to be happy & joyful ..
& if I walked away .. would she still be peaceful ?
I told her that she keeps me alive inside .. I swear I meant it with every bit of my heart ..
I love the way she walks .. the way she talks ..
I love the way she moves her hand .. believe me .. am her greatest fan ..
She \'s the love of my life .. she \'s the only thing I see ..
I live 2 think about her .. she \'s everything to me ..
I \'d give her everything that \'s me & even more ..
I love her with every beat of my heart & soul ..
The day she gets married .. I \'ll have to be around ..
I think am gonna get ripped off .. & I \'ll fall down the ground ..
I know that \"if \"we were 2gether some day ..
It leads 2 nothing & we\'ll be apart anyway ..
I just DON 'T know what 2 do .. every time I think about it I break down & cry ..
I love her more than 2 let her go coz am being hurt .. I love the thought \"4ever her & I\"
